Friday, September 8, 2006

Entry for Friday, September 08, 2006 - An Invisible Sea

Ever since Thursday afternoon, I've been in a funny mood.  I feel as though I'm sinking into some invisible sea; really sinking into myself more and more.  As we drove home from NIH this afternoon, I kept the car window open to let in the air and the noise because I felt like I needed it to feel real, or maybe that's not the most accurate word, to feel more like I'm back in reality.  For a long time I thought it was the aura of the book I'm reading.  Sometimes I fall so far into a good book that I lose all sense of my place in time and the book can become more real that my reality for awhile.  I've been reading pretty much non-stop today.  But then I remembered I've felt this way before, recently.  It happened after acupuncture several weeks ago where I just really detached emotionally from my life and spent a whole day in contemplation.  It was very restorative.  So that is probably what is going on here.  Have I mentioned lately how weird my life really is?


 


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